Venting isn’t really the case to let it all go..
Sometimes, It either hurts to much to even speak it, let alone think of it.
Sometimes, I’m even scared to talk to God. Where has my relationship gone with him, when my mind consists of other things other then him nowadays. I’m scared of what he might say.
Sometimes, I don’t even want to vent anymore because I disappoint myself with how I’m feeling, when I know it’s not all worth it.